HAPPY EASTER EVERYBODY
How are you guys today im doing good for now. we will see how long that lasts. Anyway yeah i dont really have that much to say i was just writing to say happy waster and i have done that so cori i love you and tel everybody i say hi and i miss them ok 
love you guys byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee


cori i did a dance for you

 so at my wrestlin jamboree yesterday i wresled this girl who was basically matched great with me from stewart and first she slammed my head into the mat then she landed on my left shoulder crshed my neck and sent to the emergency room becuase after the match i started hypervenilating and lost feeling in my hands and feet and it stared goin to my legs so my parents called 911 and a fire truck came then the ambulence came and they said that my oxygen level was 100% and my co2 level was 34 when it was only supposed to be 18 and i couldnt turn my head to the right so they mut a neck brace on me and took me to mary bridge hospital where they took x-rays and i through up all over the x-ray room so that was kind gross but yeah it turned out that the girl only hyperextened my neck and i had a sprained neck so im alright

you guys help me im so bored my dad isnt in the mood to do anything my brother is sleeping and my step mom is doing laundry and i have nothing to do 
god i dont think that i have ever been this bored in my life 
help me please om begging you all 

so ok i went skating on friday and it was so much fun 
they're was these guys there like break dancing in the middle of the rink and is was so cool i had so much fun with my friends 
but i still wish alot of my other friends were there with me it have mad it alot better but u kno its watever they couldnt go its ok 
i saw at of other people i hadnt seen in forever so that was funn 
anyway i have to go so ttyl you guys
and cori im tryin ok

this is bugging me 
idk wat is bugging me it just is 
i kno that sounds really weird but yeah you kno i dont kno wat im doing anymore i mean i like my boyfreind i mean i really like him but it seems that he doesn trust me and that scares me that something bad will happen 
but anyway i hung out with a friend that i havent seen in like forever but anyway  

wo im am so happy right now becuase yesterday i had a wrestling matchagainst mason middle school an dwe murked on them so bad oh it was amazing ok we won 10 of the 13 matches and 9 of them were by pin an di was one of the pins .
i also was wrestling a guy and he was pissed after that but wat ever i beat him im happy but i =m proly gonna have to go against him at the championship on march 15 at foss high school and its is going to be great anyway 
i kno i havent written in awhile but yeah 
oh i have a baby egg to like cori but mines name is alexus taylor drury i was gonna name it kunta kinte after the star of the movie were watching in mr blacks class but i decided not to anywya i have to go so ttyl

yeah so today started great then went downhill from there 
i went jogging and ran into some freinds then came back home and then me and my brother went to get my baby cousin from my aunt becuase we were supposed to be babysitting him tonight and then after dinner i went to get on the computer and my mom came in and said that her and my stepdad wanted to talk to me and it was about my report card which yet again wasnt great nor was it horrible but it still sucked becuase yet again it feels like no matter what i do its never good enough i mean it not like i wasnt tryin to get my grades up but its just that it wasnt working as well as i wanted it to which isnt uncommon becuase nothing ever goes my way and so now for the next two weeks i dont get tv or my phone until i show that my grades are up and i already havent had my phone for like 4 or 5 monthes now and i dont exactly miss it but i do want it back 

anyway i guess ill talk to you all later i want to get off anyway see ya later 

 wow ok so yesterday i had a wrestling match right 
and i almost had the guy pinned but he got out of wats called a cradel and he then proceded to lay across my stomach where i couldnt breath and then pinned me i had trouble breathing for like 20 minutes after ward 
but anyway so we gave my "friend" austin a ride home cus he was gonna walk from my school "meeker" to this place called "howards corner" thats is a long walk so i was like austin you want a ride and he was sure so we gave him one and after we got back home my mom was like he is a nice kid. then i was score 
then today we spent like the whole day together and he met my brother and my step dad and then we just chillin in the house playing cards i beat him like twice on crazy eights  then he won war

 i hate my wrestling coach 
he is so mean 
ok i was wreslting this one guy on my team and i was like i cant breathe and stuff right 
and then coach said that he pinned me when he didnt 
my shoulder was still off the matt and he call a pin but watever tomorrow at our match im going to pretend that my caoch is the person im wreslting and take him down like kno one has ever seen before 
ughhhhhhhhhhhh i hate that coach so much he makes want to pull my hair out 
but wat ev hey how are you guys today 
everyone good yes no 
anyway ttyl 
love nicole

 i went to school and my dad picked me up early 
i feel kinda giulty though cus i didnt go to practice and i feel bad cus that kinda already makes me varsity 
but wat eve i had an awsome day and i got a new pair of filas (forever i love atlanta) is wat it stands for by the way 
but yeah thats all i have to say today so yeah 

love you all by

i had so much fun 
now some of you may think that spending the day with your parents is totally awful and thats becuase most of you despise ur parents but me i love them 
we spent the whole day at the tacoma mall without even realizing how long we were there until we got back home 
we went into like all the stores and bought bareley anything but thats ok i got a new sweat outfit wich is really cute its blue, i also got some stuff from clares and rave but enough bout me my birthday is on monday and im spending the day with my dad now that should be interesting 
but how has everyone been huh i havent been on in awhile oh i babysat yesterday and am baysitting on thursday


well ttyl love nicole  

wow ok so i went skating yesterday with austin and i had alot of fun he is a really nice guy 

 IM SO HAPPY omg 
ok the reason im really happy right now is becuase today the guy i like and me started going out and we are supposed to go skating together tonight with a bunch of other people tonight ughhh im so excited
hmmm he is so nice to me 
and he is really cute 
he wresltes just like me were on the same team and i love his personality which all that matters 
anyway how is every one 
you i got a messages from a very improtant person today and it said that  "i find that the real friends that u have in life are the ones that will never leave you" and that they are the ones that truley love and u should never let go of 
and i can totally relate to that 
the person i got that qwote from was one of greatest freinds that i have ever had brother sent that to me and that is why i said that the person was improtant

hey guys'
wats up how was everones day 
mine was ok 
me and brittney got into a fight again 
uhh she pissed me off so much but wat eve 
i need new friends anyway 
plus ok so i have this crush on a guy i like right and he knows i like hime but i dont think that he likes me 
he likes this girl named alcia marki and i dont kno i think its weird but oh well
 anyway how is everyone i kno im feeeling reallly crappy and dont kno how to type today im constanly pressing the backspace button but oh well 
anyway see you guys later buy


love nicole 

hey guys not having such a geat day i need some cheering up i dont kno wat to do but get new friends 
it seems like all of them are turing agaisnt me and i dont like it at all 
i think that the only friends who wont ever turn on me is my bestie cori and alexus they are the two most amazing girls i have ever met 
they both have the personality of a tiger ( cute and cuddilly at first and then when you piss them off there ready to kill you ) but then again im the same way 
i guess wat im tryin to say is that thos are my true friends and i never want to lose them they tell me wats up when it is and never hold anything back 

i love you guys 
love nicole

 1994

tags: rat year, writer's block

im hurting really bad becuase  i had wrestling practice and i hurt my knee but ill be fine i hope 
anyway plus i think i have a dentist appointment coming up so that is not goin to be fun i dont really like goin to the dentist but i like the dentist i have he is really funny anyway my first wrestling match is on the 13th and im so excited and my b-day is on monday im excited for that too 
annyway talk to you all later bye

hey every body i dont kno why im so happy right now but i am and its kinda scary. oh if i kinda start rambling u can stop reading i dont care but yeah my birthday is in a week and im so excited. im hanginout with my fam and we are gonna go the tacoma mall and get fam pics together and me and my bro are gonna pics together im so excited but then again i want some by my self so yeah anyway . how is every one are you u guys good . wow i think im like this becuase im still kinda mad about wat happened today at my wrestling practice but no big deal anyway talk to you guys later buy